Lyrics
from our ep
if i didn’t have you here
eyelids
I hope you’re doing well, and I wish you all the best
Because after all you took the best of me
And I just hope you’re happy with the choice you made
To walk away that night to sleep with him instead of me
Fuck
It’s fine that you’re a liar, now I get that that’s your thing
But it makes me question everything you told me
Honestly sometimes I wonder if I loved you at all
Or if all I loved was a character that you invented
What does it mean when I still want you?
You screwed me over, ran away
But somehow I still need you
I never want to see your face again
But for some reason, you’re still upon the inside of my eyelids
The diamond’s grown dull and the flowers wilted
I gave away the lights and your song has faded into memory
Is all that’s left of you because I made it a rule
To break and burn everything left behind
collapse
I can’t find ground, I’m upside down
A hurricane of harrowed thoughts
Spins me around
How could I have been wrong
To not let you sing along?
I’m lost in my head
Stuck in this same place again
My eyes bright red, rolling back into my head
I’m coming undone
And I could use someone
When gravity collapses beneath my feet
You’re the only one, the only one I need
When gravity collapses beneath my feet
You’re the only one who can help me
lately
It seems we haven’t spoken, for a couple of weeks
Used to be not an hour would go by, without you on my mind
Now we hold each other at arms length
To avoid causing pain
But darling can’t you see our hands are
Barely even touching anymore
I’ve been thinking lately
What this life would be like if I didn’t have you here
‘Cause you know, honestly, it would be hard slightly
But I think in time I would get on just fine
I’ll be just fine
I think we’ve been living too much, in the reaches of time
All our focus is on the future and the past
Somehow we’ve neglected the one thing that really mattered
There here and now, the strength to make this last
Take your allegations, recognise them as frustrations
In your own inadequacies
And I went through hell to find you
And I know that you did too
Maybe there’s one more to navigate ‘til we find something true
Oh I’ve been thinking, about what to do without you
monster
You’re blinded by the lies you’ve told
But look through my eyes
The fading love we hold so low
Might be easier to just let go
Am I wrong, for hating you?
For what you’ve done for all I’ve been through
What you need, is to lose it all (lose it all)
But even then will those blinds you chose to hide behind
Be rolled up away from your eyes
Am I wrong, for hating you?
For what you’ve done for all I’ve been through
Countless times you’ve made me numb
To many more left to come
You’re the monster that broke my home
You’re a monster you broke my home
it’ll be okay
We were going to raise a family
Who knows how things could be if we’d met earlier
Without traumatic history
But I never thought I’d feel anything like the love we share
The tree we met by every day, they’ll cut it down soon enough
It’s been two weeks now without you
Well, what am I supposed to do
How do I raise our children with this cavern left inside
The tree we met by every day, it’s the place you left me
Why would you taint that? They’ll cut it down soon enough
Don’t leave the shore just yet, ‘cause I’m not sure
If there’s a right choice my mind’s too fogged to make it out
The tree we met by every day, I am on my way there
Tell me what to do. They’ll cut it down soon enough
I curse that you left, but I don’t hate you, no
I can’t be without you, no. I’ve never felt so alone
I can’t wait, so I’ll meet you there tonight
I’m on my way with our son and daughter
Don’t cross the water just you wait for us by the river bank
Don’t cross just yet, I’ve made up my mind
We’ll see you soon, we’re on our way
What if it doesn’t work and they’re left on their own?
What if they don’t come too and they’re left on their own?
I don’t know but I’ve got to bring them too
‘Cause I can’t do this, I can’t do it, I can’t be on my own
Plead to the gods you’re waiting for me
And even if we never meet them, the four of us together
I guess it must be heaven, I’m on my way
Tell the kids it’ll be okay
viertame otro tiro
(pour me another shot)
If I slit gills in my throat then maybe I
Can stop drowning in your flood of filthy lies
And if I could just catch a breath then maybe I
Could find the strength to swim the violent tide
I’ve already drunk my way through four limes
I’m way past sober, stable, rational
And if you hadn’t come round slinging shit again
Well, then these thoughts would not be running through my head, no
My brightest day with you was midnight on my own
If you wanted to apologise you should pick up the phone
‘Cause your daddy devil’s calling and he wants you home
And I’m only too happy to send you down
I’m sorry baby (Oh down) (Where are you?)
It’s all in your head (Oh down) (I’ve been waiting up for hours)
It’s your fault anyway (I’m waiting)
A shot down my throat and two to your chest
My bottle is empty and so is your body
This round is on me, you lose this time baby
So thank you for playing but it’s all over now
